Year 26

This week I turn 26 years young. You could say it's four years to thirty or even six years into my twenties. No matter which way you look at it, it's still my 26th year in existence. I tend to joke about getting older, often I even dread the inevitable. However, this year is different. I'm looking forward to this birthday, not too sure why but 26 sounds like a great number. It's funny because I'm a young soul, and most people don't believe I'm a day older than 21 based on my physical appearance, which on a good day is a compliment but on others not so much. I'm enjoying this "slow down livin" as Corey Crowder would say. I used to move so quickly, I'm thankful the Lord has taught me to slow down and appreciate moments. I enjoy having this free spirit, it leaves room for lovely adventures.

I couldn't be more thankful for these past 26 years. So many different phases, experiences, lessons.. Even in the last year I feel like a totally new person. It's like I've been on this soul vacation and I've finally gotten off the train. I've never been more certain of who I am and what I want. That doesn't mean I have everything perfected, far from that. I'm imperfect and I love that. Each year brings so many new life challenges and chances to grow in ways I didn't even know were possible. 

I'd be lying if I said I knew for sure I was exactly where I need to be right now. When I was younger I always thought anyone over 24 should be married, having children and in the midst of their careers. But here I am sitting in the 26 club doin my own thing. If you would have asked me a year ago how I felt about that you probably would have gotten a "sigh... I'm behind in life" but now I can  just laugh it off. There's no reason to wish your life away. If I'm single I'm single. If I have a boyfriend then awesome. Its exhausting trying to please everyone with what is ultimately my decison (with Gods guidance of course). 

I have nothing but high hopes for year 26, I have a good feeling lots of major life adventures are going to take place and I couldn't be more excited about what's to come.  I'm already starting down a few new roads right now and I'm carrying all sorts of emotions as I begin this exciting time. 

Whether I find my soul mate this year, get married, take a new job and move across the country or hitch a ride with a semi truck and travel across the US or even jump out of a plane. Getting a year older is a time to celebrate all the life you've lived already and to anticipate the life you will continue to pursue. I'm gearing up for the best year yet and I'm pumped for the people I get to do life with  as I go while I patiently wait on what gifts the Lord has wrapped up for me to rip open like a two year old Christmas morning.

Happy Birthday to me. Cheers y'all.

Boarding.

Feet hustling across crowded aisles

Frantic faces gathering one by one

"Ticket 720, seat 26"

She walks alone.

Boarding.

She sits alone.

Boarding.

Glancing out the window

Watching a picture show of trees

Faster..faster..faster

She's off.

In the direction of the sun

Holding ticket 720, sitting in seat 26

Boarded.